I may as well just get it out there. I tested this morning and it was a BFN. In TTC (trying to conceive) speak, that’s a Big Fat Negative. I’m pretty sure that any pregnancy test right now would be accurate.

Therefore, I am prepared to go in tomorrow and make it official. I’m pretty much out of tears for today, but I’m almost positive I’ll be able to find some for tomorrow when I get the phone call.  I always do.

I imagine I will be sad for a few days and then will move on to Plan B, whatever that may be.  Adoption?  IVF?  Deciding to not to try for a family at all?  Probably not the last one, because it made me tear up just to write that.

We will get it figured out with time, I’m sure.  There’s a plan in here somewhere.  I’m just not sure what it is yet.