Here is who I am right now. Half agony. Half hope. I haven’t tested yet. I probably will tomorrow just to prepare me for Monday.

I feel nothing physically. I have no physical symptoms, which I did the last two times. I’m just more and more emotional every day. Today my guess is you could look at me, I perceive you looked at me wrong, and I would burst into tears. I’m a wreck.

I’ve already decided that if this cycle doesn’t work I’m going to take a break. I’ve been amped up on hormones since May and it’s definitely taking its toll. I don’t know how people do this constantly for years! I’m snapping at people. I’m crying. I’m definitely not myself! I just need a month or two to regain my sanity before diving in to the process again. The only hormones I want to experience right now are pregnancy hormones! 😜

Right now I’m preparing for the worst but hoping for the best. Please send positive thoughts and prayers. We truly appreciate it.