I am now on the emotional roller coaster time of these cycles. Not only am I irritable, but I am also doing a lot of random crying and choking up.

Today at lunch I happened to watch something on Facebook and burst into tears. Like sobbing tears. I had been holding back tears for about three days now, and every now and then my eyes would get that splash of tears that you feel right before the waterworks hit. Then the dam broke at lunch.

I’m always super sensitive around this time. I think I’m also super empathetic around this time. I can look at someone or start thinking of someone and suddenly want to start weeping for them for really no major reason.

It’s been difficult to keep it together at work. I’ve also been having blurred vision. Not sure if it’s because I’ve been so tired or what. Anyway, it led me to start googling blurred vision and early pregnancy. Then my allergies have been acting up, so of course I’ve also googled stuffy nose and early pregnancy. Must. Stop. Googling.

Must. Stop. Googling.

Must.

Stop.

Googling.

The closer I get to my beta, the more of a hot mess I’ve become. I’m scheduled for 11:00 am Monday.

Watch this video and see if you burst into tears, too. Let me know!!

https://www.scarymommy.com/kindergartener-bursts-into-tears-when-asked-if-he-will-miss-his-mom/